Damn dentists! Who needs ’em?

Right now Im writing in my diary because Marcus is asleep like a pansy for like the 3rd or 4th time, and Im kindof bored. I’ll get offline probably in about 15 or 20 mins.

So once again, today was wretched, in a physical aspect. Since the wreck, one of my teeth has been hurting.. one that I got worked on. I went in to the dentist today because the pain was bad, and he decides to just pull the damn thing, right then and there. Then he also decides while hes at it to give me some fillings! Damn him. My mouth is sore as a bitch from all the shots and so on. And my mom is pissed because its just like hes getting all this money from us.. Damn the dentists! After all the time and pain I went through for that damn tooth, he just goes and pulls the damn thing which is now a whole new kind of pain. Not to mention Im stuck eating soft foods, with the taste of blood in my mouth. Damnit, damnit, damnit! Oh well. Ill be fine, i guess. = My soreness from the accident is luckily wearing off. So thats good. I hope Autumns ok, too.

Me and my indecisiveness.. I still dont know what to do about Eric! I wonder how long I can act awkwardly towards him before he gets the hint? But I dunno if its just a phase Im going through, or what? But why should I spend my time dealing with something that doesnt make me happy, that I can at least directly control? Silly me. I really know what I want but I dont do anything about it. I just dont want to hurt him so much because Im sensitive like that. I know its not a good reason to be with someone, but I dont know how to go about things like that.

I dont know what to talk about now. Hmm.. uuuuhhhhh… I really dont know. Im just sitting here like a silly fool. I took this quiz that said I was sharp tongued, stubborn, and impulsive. I was wondering if Im really that way.. I must be, with some of the things I do.. (of course I only do bad things to the people who deserve them..) >=} Ive been talking to Roger pretty humanely lately only because Ive been in a lot of pain, and it was kinda hard to talk earlier. I couldnt really swallow, so I had a lot of spit in my mouth and it was just odd. So I probably seemed all friendly, and drooling like I was happy.

Wow, its late, and my mind isnt even all messed up. But alas, my boredom is becoming overwhelming. Therefore, Im going to get off the computer and do something else. Something.. not on the computer.