514 AM (I love my diary!)..You wanna read me!!

Why am I awake? How the hell should I know.. but Im pretty tired.I just decided to write in here because, well, I was awake. I added some nice dancing blobs to my front page, aren’t they pretty? Yes, I know..

*yawn*

I’ve been kinda bored. I saw Eric for a few minutes not too long ago. OH YEAH, THATS WHY IM AWAKE. My boyfriend drove by, f***ing 4 oclock in the morning when he got off work, driving, and honking happily like he owns the whole $#!*%&^ world. And yes, he did wake me up. (Obviously) It was nice to see him though, but come on, Im tired. But he didnt even really stop, so it was kinda pointless.I appreciate his effort. Ahh..But Ive been online, since I love my diary so much.

Yesterday was a really boring day for me. I didnt really do anything. I didnt even feel like going to the basketball court and accidentally trying to meet new guys. I didnt even really walk around that much. I talked to Autumn, and Im hoping she comes over today. (IM BORED, SITTING AT HOME ALL THE TIME-SOME SUMMER VACATION-BUT HEY I SHOULD BE RELAXING.AND WHY AM I STILL TYPING IN CAPS?IT’S ANNOYING.)

2 months and we go back to school.. my last year of high school ever! I will be a senior, and then I will graduate, and then my friends and I will split up and I don’t know who I’ll talk to afterward (Autumn seems to be worried about her friends splitting up–it’s ok, Autumn! We’ll deal with that when it gets here.But you know I love you!)

I havent talked to Renee since she left.It’s kinda wierd, but in some way Ive gotten accustomed to it.I guess I was just always waiting for her to email me.. I watched American Idol last night. It was nice how that one guy was crying, it made me feel all warm and mushy inside, knowing i was responsible for him being there even though I DIDNT VOTE.

Im in a strange mood.. see, Im starting all sorts of new paragraphs.. lots of interesting spacing, eh? I dont feel as bad as I did yesterday.. probably b/c Eric is fine, and I am tired and can’t think straight when things are like this. (Me—tired) Im still supposed to be looking for a job, but I only seem to keep getting the shaft of all the places I apply to. Damn them. DAMN YOU WALMART! KROGER! SUBWAY! Ahh!

I’m fine, really. I guess I should go throw my pants in the dryer (I dont like wearing pants sometimes, ok?) And head off to bed.. into the wonderful world of dreams, sugar drops and lollipops, bed bugs, and some other shit.