Damn, Im bored!

Hrmm….. yes,a wonderful day indeed..

I have been feeling pretty crappy today. I mean, not really the whole day, but just now. I hate when I have these damn mood swings. Its probably PMS because Im due to start my wonderful little period soon.. blah. And Im listening to my friend talk about how she thinks she might be pregnant. And shes all happy about it. But why? I wouldnt be happy if I might be pregnant at 17.. but thats just me, I guess.

Damn, Im so tired of people sometimes. I just hate the way they act, so damn ignorant and manipulative at the same time.. But I know Im the same way, so I cant really complain. But it still gets on my nerves. Plus Im upset because Ive rarely got to talk to Marcus lately, and I feel like Im losing touch with him. And thats a relationship, friend wise, that I hold very dear to me. But what can I do about it?? I dont know if it bothers him, so I will let it be. *shrugs*

I hate feeling like this.. i just feel like Im a bother to everyone, and that I dont really matter to anyone.

But i guess these things pass, hopefully.

So.. I went to the movies with Simon yesterday.. saw “riding in cars with boys”.. I thought it was a good movie. Hrmm.. me and Renee went to Scotts last week and saw some cheap plastic handcuffs, and I was going to get them for Simon (innocent, I swear) but I didnt, and then I told him about it, and he kept ragging on me for it. But then yesterday, he had bought them. And we were both like “Uhh.. ok!” But still, its just playful pervertedness. All innocent, I promise. *sigh* He was trying to tell me something in the van, while Sally was driving me home, but he ended up not telling me after we got out of the van. So, wherterver! But still, hes a sweetheart.

*sigh* I am tired! Roger needs the phone, so I should be going, I guess. I will write later. CYAZ!!!