Ahh.. I am writing again..

Hrmm.. well, its been over a week since Ive written! Thats pretty unusual for me, but who cares?!*sigh* There is too much that has been going on for me to explain all of it.. my memory sucks, and I just dont feel like going through all that shit again. But, if you read Renees diary, AND IF SHE EVER WRITES IN IT AGAIN, you will know whats going on with her. Tami yelled at Derek yesterday (you should know who that is, and if you dont, then i dont care!) Anyway, she yelled at him, for hanging outside the art room door.. and now me and Renee have decided to act like Tami doesnt exist, and that she isnt real, and she is just a figment of Derek’s imagination. Isnt that nice? But, he needs to get the message.. the message that RENEE DOESNT LIKE HIM!!! *erp*

Im the only one in the house right now.. I got back from Renees house, where I go after school, and the house was empty! And it still is.. and I dont know where everyone went because they didnt leave a note or anything. But, what can I do?I’ll just sit here.. blah.

I have a saturday school this week.. because of all my damn tardies to 4th period.. I learned my grade in that class today, and it is a FFFFantastic 34%!! *sigh* But Im so apathetic, I guess right now it doesnt matter..

Yesterday, it was a month since me and Simons first -real- date.. and he got me a necklace, and brought me a rose.. it was sweet, but I think it was too much, kindof. I mean, he is a REALLY sweet and sentimental guy, and thats really nice, but Im kinda shy when it comes to all the romantic stuff so early in a relationship.. Im not complaining, because its good that he’s doing it.. its just different, thats all. I mean, he remembered the “anniversary” all by himself, and he decided to get me the stuff that he did.. oh well, its all good!

*siiiiiiiiiiigh* Yeah.. Simons good. Im good, but Im still sick like I have been for the past couple months, non stop. But I guess thats ok, since Im not dead -yet-.

Hrmm.. I havent written in here in a long time, and it feels wierd.. so I guess I have written enough for now! I will write again later, maybe, if I feel like it! CYAZ

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hey im glad ur writing in here again. come read my diary sometime hun thanx 🙂 <3 always CAREBEAR

October 18, 2001

Woohoo, carebear! Hey, come to Renee’s diary and read the sweet story I wrote about a cute little bunny rabbit. It’s very nice and sort of life-affirming! If you like carebears, you’ll love this. -Toke- (read the fairy tale)—>