7/28/01

Yesterday, as usual, the day started out slow. Then Marcus came over and ended up taking Josh on some errands so he could have enough money to go to the movies! We did that, then sat around for awhile. Dad took me and Casey to the store and let us do the grocery shopping..we spent like $180, but we got all sorts of food! Anyway, at about 9 Michael came over, then we waited for Marcus, and when he got here we all (me jimmy marcus and micheal) got into micheals car and went to get Josh. Then we drove to the movie place, and saw that we missed the movie! Then we drove around, contemplating what to do.We just went to wal-mart, then decided to go to Movie Gallery to rent movies before it closed..Then we went back to Josh’s, and the most unusual thing happened..I fell asleep! Probably because Ive been so sick so much lately, and my body was like “Dammit, Im tired!”And the next thing I knew it was morning,and I felt kinda bad. And to beat that, when I get home I fell asleep for 3 more hours! Im trying to get to the doctor sometime, but that shiz aint flying!

Now I must adress the fact, it is almost time for me to leave.As in, go back to Indiana, and I am kinda depressed about it. There’s some people here that I haven’t seen in a long time, and it’s wierd to see them then leave.But I know I have a life with my mom!Plus, my dear Chewbacca is probably going crazy. And I have some things with people that I have to settle. But still, when I leave I’ll probably be all sad and maybe even cry a couple times! Damn human emotions!On Monday, I will have been here exactly a month. Ok, I dont wanna talk about leaving anymore, because it is depressing!

I haven’t talked to Brent at all, which makes me really glad.I should have listened to everyone when they told me he was a jerk,but did I? No..of course I went out with him, because that’s the kind of person I am. But I have made myself wiser, to not fall for those kinds of guys anymore! I can’t believe I actually liked him. Ugh! ::gags:: I’m not going to act immature like that though, and seek revenge, or try to make an excuse for my actions. I shall simply rise above that, and not sink down to his level when he results to cursing, name calling, and all that shiz. It bothered me at first but I am OK. =) So, I wonder what there is to do for today. Im not sure if Im supposed to do anything. Hopefully my mysterious sicknessed won’t kick in..I hate feeling so sick so much.I hope I can do something interesting! Its 12:05 pm right now..Steven was just crying because Kenny rejected him =*( But he is ok now. Anyway , I guess Im gonna go relax, or not do anything.. well, i will write later. cyaz