Sunday the 15th ((a sequel))

I’m kinda bored. As for the last entry,I am ok. I have realized a lot of things in the past few days. I have also seen some sides of people that I really don’t wanna see.. People who I thought I knew turn out to be sickeningly different. <= Oh well, I guess thats life, and I will explain further of these incidences at a later time.

Yesterday me, Jimmy, Kenny, Josh, Marcus and Paul went to the movies and saw Final Fantasy.. it was pretty cool only, practically everyone died! The graphics were cool , and the phantoms looked kick ass~!~

Not much has been going on.. I just been hanging out with the same old people.. my friend has been asking me if she can spend the night here.. I dont really want her to, but I accidentally got caught in a lie. She asked what my dad had said, and i told her he wasnt home, then i told her that i had to go because my dad was trying to get online! So i rushed and got off the phone before I had to explain myself.. Im horrible, I know, but this isnt the kind of person where you can just say “I dont want you to come over”.. she used to be my best friend when i lived here but she has changed..either that, or i have changed and she has stayed the same, which would bore me =p I hope I get to go to the doctor soon. I keep gettin these headaches.. so maybe somethings wrong with me.. i get at least like, 1 or 2 or 7 a day! Plus, I keep getting sharp pains in my right kidney. I just got another one a little bit ago. If its an infection, I hope it doesnt spread to my other kidney.. occasionally I will feel little twinges of pain in my left kidney, which isnt good. Having one be infected is bad enough, but I think that when both are, youre screwed! Hopefully I can get in tomorrow. *sigh*

Oh well. I guess I’ll see what happens. If i die, I want you all to know, that this is MY diary. Im just screwin around with you. Well, Im goin for now, to take some aspirin. CYAZ!

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July 15, 2001

hmm…i kinda know how you feel..but i don’t really have any words of wisdom at the moment cause i’m dealing with so much myself.. i hope you feel better -angel