Let’s dish

I’m a guy (duh) but I don’t like blowjobs.  From what I’ve heard (from both men and women), I must be the one guy in a million who doesn’t.  I was married 8 years before my wife made me cum from a blowjob.  Before then, a blowjob was just a 2 minute prelude to other sex.  I still don’t like ’em that much, but once or twice a year, they’re OK.  Maybe I’ve never had a good one?  Hmmmmm.

In the last few years, my libido has been shot to hell.  I guess I should do something about that.  Unfortunately, I don’t have anyone who’s willing to help me with it…  so I guess it’s up to me.  Once again, I have to do it myself.

Yep, I look at other women…  just about ALL the time.  I admire the women who are out in public, walking/jogging and taking care of their bodies.  Those women are HOT – and I don’t mean visibly.  Those woman (mostly over 30) whom are investing in themselves & boosting their self esteem – not letting themselves go…  not using the excuse: "well, I had a child, and my body changed, and now I can’t" – those women are really attractive to me.  They don’t necessarily have to be thin or have big breasts or a hot ass either.  In fact, I don’t like muscular women or thin women.

OK, so not all women have time to take care of themselves.  Some women work at full time jobs and don’t have the luxury of free time while the kids are in school.  My wife is one of those…  she works 8-9 hours a day at a major corporation.  What my wife has is a husband who helps around the house & wrangles the kids.  She has "free time" to herself because of me.  She chooses to watch TV or use her computer to surf online shopping sites for shoes or clothes or accessories or kids stuff.  Sometimes she crochets, although she hasn’t done much of that this year.  She doesn’t walk on our treadmill or go to a local gym or even walk the neighborhood.  Nope, she chooses to sit.  I guess I should just say "oh well" and leave it at that.

At 39, I can’t see giving up on myself and being unhappy with my body and just living with it.  That’s just me, though.  I’m more likely to do something about it than wallow in status quo.  It’s too bad that I picked a wife who has such a different philosophy on life.