So yeah, um.
23 years old. God has it been a decade?
I still feel like there is no other place I can go to self reflect in such peace. No one will ever notice me. I love it.
We all come back, haunted. We delete what we read and think, "my god, that was stupid." I believe that the hackers did me a favor by deleting my early ears of puberty.
Anyways, I’m back. Because like the rest of us there is no one else for us to talk to. We sit here and just vent. How is it that a blank fat ass monitor gives me such comfort. I can say whatever I please.
I’m 23 and 1 month to the date.
Still at home with mom, with no real surprise. I live a silly life. Its so silly its turned me into a flat boring mess. What was life?
I have my first retail job. LOL yeah. I went from dog grooming to just retail.
Wow I rock it.
Ugh fuck it.
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Welcome back. Nice location, by the way. Did you see the Christmas Special?
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is that you in your userpic wow you are fine… also nice interests: regina spektor, i kissed your lips and i tasted blood.
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w’hoops i noted you from my second diary this is also me i.e. sacre/tht! tne feel free to read either or both or neither.
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welcome back! 🙂
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I can remember the hackers of Teen Open Diary, we can look back now and think that what we said was silly, crazy, retarded or ignorant but at the time it still does not negate the fact that those were our feelings, and those were what mattered. I sometimes find it cringe worthy to look at my old diary but it gives me plot points from where I have come to where I am. I also believe that those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it. The blank monitor / canvass at least gives you solidarity and comfort you seek in being away from people who have nothing to do with “this” part of you life, here you actually get the privacy you clearly desire, who can blame you for loving that? Dog grooming – I love dogs to be honest, this seems a somewhat great job to me, animals are better than humans 99% of the time 🙂 Retail – I wish you luck, people can be a pain, you’ll be okay though I feel, something in the way you write suggests you’re going to be the helper that answers back to sarcasm 🙂 I look forward to some comedy stories 🙂
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