I don’t know…..

You know I am not sure how I really feel. I do know I feel lonely most of the time, even if people are around me. I am even confused at times, but that’s nothing new for me I confuse myself at times when I am the one doing the talking… Life is never easy, this I know all to well, Ever since I was 18 my life hasn’t been easy. (I’m not saying it has been harder then everyones either, so don’t think that) I just know how unfair life can be and how much of a pain in the ass it can be and right now I really hate life.

I don’t know why I am here, maybe because I am bored and thought to come here, but me typing this is not really helping things, just making me think more and that’s what I didn’t want to do….

I wonder if it has been long enough to finish my show… Sometimes I wish MegaVideo.com would just let you watch with out having to wait 53 mintues after watching 72 mintues. It’s just stupid! They should be like Hulu.com and have 30 secs of clips thru out the show/movie. It would be so much easier!

Well I am going to shut up now and answer a few notes then go see about my show.

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Life’s confusing and painful. But hang in there, there’s some pleasant stuff out there. Atleast I tell myself so.

Tetsusaiga

February 19, 2009

Wait a minute, I thought you had a boyfriend?

yes, but understand, I don’t have a significant other.

yeah, according to what I hear, pretty people are the ones with the lowest self esteem, i wonder why that is.

sweetness

I hope you feel better. I hate when things aren’t goin good. hugs. Hopefully soon. It does help to vent though.

tuvor6

I think you mean ‘wanted’ don’t you? Don’t you have a nice guy now anyway?

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February 28, 2009

something tells me you came in here because you wanted some support beecause, as much as you dispise life, or whatever, you want to find someone who understands you and you have the feeling that you can come here to find them. Yeah, I know, Im good.

SensitiveSoul

March 2, 2009

i feel lonely too even when around people