Frakking Kevin

1.     1.  I made the plan to visit Eugene specifically to visit friends, and made the pedicure appointment to spend time with Shelley.

2.      2. I then asked you if you would like to join me, perhaps see if we could spend time at Derik and Jenny’s.

3.      3. I knew your daughter’s birthday was around that time, and had heard you speak to her about a birthday party. You mentioned a kid’s party and adult party.

4.      4. Yesterday was the first time you ever mentioned what time the party was.

5.      5. You never specifically asked to join you at the party. Not that I expect an invitation, I would happily join you at her party.

6.      6. Do not project your unhappiness with yourself on me. I have done nothing but be kind and thoughtful. A reasonable reaction would be to say “hey, by the way could you try and change your pedicure appointment?”

7.      7. If I had fucking known this appointment was made during her party, I would have changed it a long time ago!

8.      8. Don’t ever, ever doubt me, my commitment. I do not appreciate being  called clueless. Do you actually think I purposefully made this appointment at the same time as her birthday? It’s a fucking coincidence that my appointment happens to be during her party. See #3.

9.      9. This feels like emotional abuse. I shouldn’t be so upset and hurt. You shouldn’t be treating me like this. You are unhappy because you do not get to see your daughter, anxious because of job hunting and having been unemployed for a year, and feeling inadequate because you can’t provide for your daughter.

DO
NOT
MAKE
IT
MY
FAULT

It is unfair to say i am clueless. It is irrational to be so upset over the fact that i have a pedicure appointment in the middle of your daughter’s 9th birthday party. It’s not ok to think there is something wrong with me because i want to keep this appointment (you know, the one i made when i made plans to see the friends i just moved from a couple months ago, the ones i have not seen in 2 months?) instead of going to the party. Fuck. I never even said i didn’t want to go to the party. I told you that if you asked, i would look into changing the time, but you decided not to. I will not that that initiative, especially since i am being treated this way.

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I am sorry everyone. This was just a release of emotion. I really just needed to get it out. Initially i had made the numbered list and wanted to email it to him, but decided against it. Guess i am the rational one. I know its a bunch of repetition and mostly completely out of context. I haven’t been on here and spoken about anything in a while.

*sigh*

I cannot deal with this type of behavior too much. I have already dealt with more than most same women would.

Maybe some dark music in a dark room with warm blankets.

Maybe i should have fallen for someone a little more stable.

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