making do

I have been reading, but not commenting – it is bad of me.

Tampa went well, I actually got asked to go back last Sunday as well which was nice.  I love to feel as if I am accomplishing something that is outside my "normal" realm, in fact while I was there I was told they are considering opening up a trade show coordinator for the state and if they do, I am at the top of the list.  Regardless of whether it happens or not, that was so great to hear.

Other things – phone calls seem to have stopped, text message during certain times of the day and sometimes I am left sitting in limbo.  Limbo does NOT become me, so I have washed my hands and moved forth – not that there was anything anyway, other than my imagination.

The house search continues – unfortunately it is a renters market right now and the mortgage company does NOT want to approve me for a mortgage.  It makes me cry, it really does but maybe thats the whole "emotional" thing I have going on.  Doesn’t matter, still need to move and the search intensifies, the fact I have to uproot my children AGAIN still does not sit well with me but we will make do, we always do.