Dreams.

I’ve been having very vivid dreams lately again. Yet. they aren’t scary. In last night’s dream I was away for a camping event and there were all girls. It may have been some sort of band camp come to think of it. Or perhaps just a meditation/get away type of event.
Anyhow, there was a girl there who became ennamored with me. She was very sweet and I could feel a liking for her developing as well.
I mistakenly fed into this girl’s enthusiasm, and she had been in another cabin, so we didn’t get the chance to discuss this interaction, although it became very apparently. The girls in her cabin began to tease her.
Mean while there was a board posted somewhere that listed that I was married and even had a picture of my lovely wife. We have been living monogomasly the last couple of months (nearly a year), on purpose. So I had all sorts of mixed emotions about this new situation with this girl. While still not getting much time to talk things over, we ended up somehow being involved with an undercover search for copy paper. We had to break into the the crafts building in order to get it. It was apparently my quest, she just happened to be the trouble maker who could pull it off… so it made us a good temporary team.
Until we ended up kissing in the crafts building which gave the staff time to catch us in there.
Someone mentioned that I was married… This took the girl by suprise, obviously and she was hurt, but still feeling all those very real feelinsg that new attractions develope. So I took the fall for the break in, letting the staff know that is was my quest and telling them that I talked her into coming with me… which was a direct metaphor for our ‘budding relationship’. She saw the metaphor as well, and took it as an apology, but she knew that she helped me break in, and that it had been her idea to begin with, no matter how misguided it was, so although she accepted my attempted at a public apology, she knew it was just as much her doing.
The staff seperated us and we both packed up and went home without exchanging contact information.

When I awoke, my wife rolled into me so that I could hold her tightly against me.