Grrrr

I am seriously grumpy right now. And it’s about the stupidest damn thing too.

My frakking headset. Yep, the headset for my phone. Turns out it’s really noisy.

I don’t think it would have bothered me except it was Critter that did a little happy dance when I told her it was broken. When I asked what she was so happy about she told me. I asked her why she didn’t say something earlier (like a year ago when I bought it) and she said "becuase I know how you are."

So either she really did put up with it because it was a little thing and she cared (or cares?) or if she couldn’t tell me the truth about something as simple as my headset what else has she been selectively truthful about?

And maybe I’m not even as upset about this as I am about her telling me she was so happy that the new boyfriend brought her flowers the other day. They both happened at about the same time, so I’m not even really sure.

I’m watching D & B after school tomorrow.

I should probably stop doing that for a while, I’m obviously not anywhere near as OK with this as I’ve been pretending I was.

I wonder if I’ve been pretending so well that I fooled Critter too or if she knew it and …

I’m not going to finish that sentence. The thought hurt enough without putting it on the screen.

Damn.

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September 24, 2008

It seems if she knows how you feel, and she does care about you, that she would not have you babysit and she would not be as available to you now that she is seeing someone else. Like she would do it to spare your feelings. Do you think she tries to do that, or not?