Spring is Here!!

Like my new layout?! it was time for a change! & I like it 🙂 anyways I am Sadddd that this long weekend is over 🙁 it was a good one though, pretty much *relaxed* the whole weekend away which was nice!! but I do get kind of a 3 day weekend again at the end of this month! April 27th is the Child care confrence which is alll day long..but I don’t mind, every year I do learn something new & try to use what ive learned at work. So Grandma & Papa get my little sir William from 830am – 430pm! & all day saturday too! LoL but they don’t mind they enjoy looking after him! which is awesome 🙂

Ive enjoyed this weekend becuz it’s been SOOOOO beautiful outside! blue skies,white clouds,sunny & WARM!!! 🙂 YaY! apparently it’s suppose to be like this all week too! Im so hoping becuz it means summer is on its way for sure!! also the daylight has been stayin lighter out til about 930pm!

Ive quit talkin to that Jon guy, well texting..that’s all we did anyways was text but as the days and weeks go by..Ive noticed he has the same qaulities as fucktard Rich..! Jon & I were suppose to meet a few times already but it’s never happened..he kept saying "oh yeah for sure tonite.." and then later on in the day he’d text me "oh Im drunk" ….thats what he did yesterday so I pretty much said "fuck you..dont text me….bye bye" and he hasn’t texted me…I just dont need guys that remind me of rich or have the same excuses,drinking all the time, around me or my son. so yeah Jonathan is no longer my friend.

speaking of retard rich he’s back in town not sure for how long but I sure as hell hope he leaves soon!! but my friend sarah said she saw him on the bus and he lookes MISERABLE!!!! GOOD…Im glad he is miserable! his own fucking loss.

ah blah…definately dont wanna go to work this week!! oh well..money is money right!

I also can’t wait to get outta town! I decided that I am gonna leave William home with Grandma & papa while I go to Vancouver, I was thinking about it..*and my mom was convincing me to not bring him..* becuz the poor kid *Hates* shopping with a passion (typical boy..lol) he even hates it when I take him downtown for a few hours even..and lately him and I have been butting heads..he refuses to listen to me and sais "NOOOOOOO!!!!" and then throws a fit…?!?!?!? ugh! so frustrating!!! plus he can play with his toys,sleep in his bed..and spend time with grandma n papa before they leave on their month long vacation! they leave town the day after I get back. but it is for his sake…becuz 90% of the time ill be in Malls shopping my lil heart away!! lol fricken Whitehorse has no shopping malls..litterally..none..lol so I am EXCITED to go to a big’huge’gigantic shopping MALL!

woohoo, cant wait til wednesday becuz the Canucks are playing! Stanley Cup here we COME!! Go Canucks Go! 🙂 hopefully Vancouver doesn’t go crazy like they did last year that was just Craziness!!! Vancouver is a beautiful city & it sure doesn’t deserve that kinda shit! dumb ppl that start dumb shit like that..!

OoOh YawN! i am tired, i better try to get to sleep before 12am..!! hopefully *R* isn’t in my dreams again like he was last nite…. ugh…. even in my dream I hated his guts! but in the dream he looked at me with guilt & sorrow…………..fuck him………i hate him for what he did to me…every now n then I feel so stupid for even getting back together with him…but I think about it and I was lonely after the break up with Dan and Rich was just there…….whatever…Im not gonna date for awhile..its bullshit anyways…Im just gonna focus on me & my lil man 🙂 cuz hes the most important in my life for sure..!! I love my son more then anything and anyone~!!! 🙂 🙂

~CLDD~