I swear I am happy! LoL

It’s been a day, and Im glad its over! AND right now (it’s 815pm) Mr. William is sleeping soundly in his crib!!! YaY! usually I’d let him wander til he dropped which would be at around 930 – 10pm but then my mom in the last few days made me realize that Will needs to be on a schedule…so yesterday night I wrapped him in his blankey & rocked him in the rocking chair in his bedroom and when I thought he was sleeping I put him in his crib (usually I would let him in my bed and we’d cuddle til he went to sleep *then* I would put him in his crib) but last nite he cried n cried n cried for an hour or so straight which got me a little frustrated too but I didn’t give in & take him to my bed to cuddle….I just kept rubbing his back & telling him that mommys still here and hes safe..and that I loved him..finally he went to sleep!!! but tonite when I rocked him in his blankey he went to sleep and I put him in his crib …he kinda jolted back awake but i rubbed his back and he went back to sleep & didn’t CRY! 🙂  soooo this is our new routine and hes alseep by 815pm and not 10pm! 🙂 Im sure every now n then he will have a crying fit but in time he will get use to it!

SoOoO work is same old same old, I clean during the days..cover staff and their stupid smoke breaks…and by 300pm I have my own group, the kindergartens..MAN are they ever demanding?!?! drive me nuts sometimes! lol. plus the schedule that my boss has made for us (like..what groups are in what center at what time…) my schedule is super shitty! we have the shitty centers which sucks! 🙁 I dunno just bitching i guess LoL.

oh yeah also stupid HOTMAIL has blocked me from my own account which friggan sucks ass becuz all my contacts that were truely important to me were on my MSN list..and I never bothered to write down any of their addresses! UgH..I cant even remember the security password for it either becuz I had that account since I was 14..stupid me should have put a new password! …oh well…just sucks..becuz Dave and Jacob and all them are on there and I cant even get in contact with them ever again. *sorry im bitching again* LoL i swear Im HAPPY!  I guess I haven’t been on here much and just letting it all get out of my system! 

I am soooooooooooooo big time debating on if I should sell my GUESS purse (the one that stupid fucktard R…………dont even wanna MENTION his name….u know who…) that he gave to me in May…or whenever it was he gave it to me…I hardly use the thing so  I could get a good price out of it…then with the money I sold it for I could just go get a GUESS purse that is even better…haha…I am also thinking of selling the Kameleon ring he gave to me….but apart of me doesnt want to sell this stuff..but apart me of wants to becuz I just want to get rid of the shit he gave to me….sigh…but one thing I will not get rid of is this laptop he gave to me lol…

right now watching one of my fav shows!! GOSSIP GIRL! hehe..it really is one of my favourite shows! 🙂

my coworkers are going out friday night! Im "suppose to" go out with other friends friday night becuz shes like dying to go out for abit since she had her oh so cute baby boy!! if she doesnt get back to me by wednesday if shes coming out or not im gonna just go out with my coworkers..I was suppose to go out with them after the staff party dinner but went up to a different bar with my sis in law (she was my date..haha) and had drinks with her and my bro and his friends…lol…I was gonna meet up with coworkers after that but my mom called me again saying that William was cranky & sick and for me to come home…I told em I would go out with them next time they go out so this is "next time" …it should be fun! I hope lol.

anyway I am gonna stop blabbing!!!!!!! 🙂 missed u OD & my lovely OD friends!! until tomorrow…

~CLDD~