me a royal bitch…apparently…

it’s definately been a day & i am happy to be in bed -relaxing- kinda! I studied abit (becuz I am going in again in the morning tomorrow to take my learners…wish me luck plz..) UGH! I know all the questions are common sense no shit but 1) sometimes they are tricky questions or 2) I change the answer last minute and get it wrong…wtf…I just need to go w/my instincts! 

alotta shit happened after work involving Rich & his dumbass friend whom I HATE…I finally told Josh to his face that I didn’t and never have liked him & he needs to grow up get a job and quit eatting other ppls food..then he got pissy at me and called me a royal bitch..fuckin rights I am when I am pissed off..!!! then later on he said more shit about me to Rich and Rich almost beat him up…cuz it pissed Rich off…..anyways….Josh sais "when he sees me hes gonna say not nice things about me…" Im thinkin.."WTF-EVER..no one ever believes a word that comes out of that guys mouth anyways.." and honestly hes not worth listening/looking at…ick..anyway yeah so that kinda pissed me off. If i see that fucker around downtown or on the bus or street…Im just gonna ignore him completely, not look or listen to him…and if he touchs or comes near me I will scream bloody murder for help…dont care where I am, whether it be in a store,on the street…hes the biggest loser ive ever met in my life & I told Rich tonite that as soon as I seen that he was hanging out with Josh when we 1st met I should have broken up w/Rich right then and there becuz I know exsactly of what Josh is like and I fucking hate his guts..(I know in my last entry I said I "disliked" him but honestly I hate Josh…and hate is a very stronge word! but I do.) hes just not worth my time that is for sure……………….hes a nobody to me!

Rich is going thru alotta shit right now, poor guy but hey I fucking warned him about Josh….he decided to not listen to me (as usual) so whatever!

so I think I do wanna go to the halloween ball…ugh…I dunno….maybe not maybe…I am like super broke so..it depends on that too! and how I am feeling..ALL of my friends are going! I think itd be a blast partying with them all under ONE roof!!! itd be fun! 🙂 so maybe still….

William had a good day, didn’t eat much food but oh well…he eats supper well…just not lunch or snacktime which has his teacher frustrated! LOL! funny to watch. my silly lil boy! since he ate his supper so well grandma gave him a mini-drumstick!!! the icecream cone..he gobbled it up quickly!!!!!! LOL! he loved it..I took pix so I will post pix this weekend for sure! 

sorry again for the bitching but fuck did Josh piss me off…oh yah and he was loaded when I said that shit to him. he had "liquid courage" at the time……..loser………

~CLDD~

I hope to pass…I believe that I will pass this time…!!