*Missed you OD*

Shiiit! its been awhile!! UgH Ive *MISSED* writing in my OD soooo much!! I always feel guilty about not writing in here for along time but sometimes *life* gets in the way and I hardly make it on here to write! Im sure my lovely OD friends understand! Xoxo

anyways not sure where to start so much has been going on! HrMmMm..I guess Ill let you know what Williams been up too maybe post a pic or two to show you how much my lil man has grown!!!!! goodness hes a growing weed I say! hes walking all over the damn place now..he sure knows how to keep his Momma on her toes at all times! LoL! hes also just learning to run..LoL hes kinda like a drunken sailor when he walks..lol its too cute! hes repeating words and 2 words together back..like.."All Done" omg..sooo cute lol and hes also copying facial expressions now like if I wink to him he will try to wink back LoL he is 14 months already!!! god time flys! next thing we’ll know he will be 2!!!!! eeks lol

 <on vacation on my dads boat                               

<a super cute winter hat my parents got for him

anyways also williams dad..aka Richard is back in williams life and I didnt want him around often becuz I had a feeling he was looking for camp work & leave and I didnt want william to get too attached but Richard found a job working in town…which is alright…we are still being civil with each other..hanging out & stuff…so he can see his kid. Rich is staying at this other couples house..which is like half a block away so he is also over to see William now that he has an in town job which is nice.

I had some peeps over last nite for drinks and jello shooters & appies..LoL..it was fun and good times!! I missed doing that..having ppl over for drinks and appies…that is why I miss living in my own home..I hardly have anyone over for mini parties. oooh well I decided that i am gonna start looking at apartments or else where to live..besides my parents house becuz I honestly dont get any privacy at all and I am use to my privacy! kind of highly annoying..parents always checking in my room..well mostly my mom..but at the sametime I like having alot of saved money in my bank account..and they like babysitting him so its easier to go out on the town!!! which Ill admit Ive been doing..I went out last weekend for UFC OmG..ugH sunday morning sucked I was super hungover!! but still had to be up at 10am to feed willy lol.

I havent seen or heard from Dan..which is nice becuz I am completely over him…dont need his crap in my life or anyones crap..Rich has been tryin to get back w/me or even live with him..NOPE NOT going back down that road with him..cant do it again..not gonna put myself through that shit again..I deserve way better..!!!!!! and william doesnt need to see that kinda shit either! UgH MeN!!!!!!! lol.

Yay now William is taking a nap so I think im gonna clean! when he wakes up gonna head to the store and grab some groceries after Rich is done work we are going to the campground to have a campfire cookout..! MMmmmMmm…!! OH YES..I dont work tomorrow! Heritage holiday for us! WoOhOo. thank goodness..last week was crazy at work!! kids going wild! LoL 

OH YES! I now have my own little group! instead of sharing the 9 – 2 year olds…we split them up..the older toddlers (which is my group…theres only 3 of them) and then Heidi has the younger toddlers..so it works out..I like having my group get to play games with them & stuff. 🙂 do crafts…which I should look some up on the internet..get some ideas for next week.

Yep definately missed writing in here!!!!!

until tomorrow.. 🙂

~CLDD~