07/23/2011

Fuck my heart hurts right now..im so mad and sad and i hate him so much…i cant stop crying its SO dumb..he fucking broke up with me through TEXT…I asked him to come see me like 5 times and he said OK but he never came….before/earlier we ordered chinese, went and got it and then thats when all hell broke loose….he said he couldnt handle having William around..and he hated that I talked about williams dad so much…etc…he just texted me all this shit…and hurt my feelings so bad…so now im just drinking…crying…drinking……..and he just keeps textings me all this shit……………….so dumb……………………………………….. he said to my face he loved me ..for the last 3 weeks he said he loved and missedme every day and now hes treating me like shit…he even cried in front of me…………

i dont get it………i dont…….FUCK Him…………..fuck him…i hate him…Im so heartbroken

hes gonna regret it…………..oh he will……..i told him if he ever sees me and william downtown to not say HI or wave or anything…

FUCK MY HEART HURTS………………SO FUCKING BAD I HATE IT………….