long weekend!!

It’s been a weekend that is for sure!! Rich called last week saying he’d be in town for his bday (of course…) so I wasn’t holding my breath for him until saturday morning he called & said he was IN town..I had plans w/my mom to go shopping with her, so Rich n I planned to meet in the afternoon so William could visit him. My mom & I went shopping for clothes for William – even tho I know we shouldn’t have becuz this kid has a bizillion of clothes but Please Mum was having a bigggg sale, everything was 50% off! hehehe…we got him cute tanktop boy shirts,and light overalls & socks & a light summer jacket, some cute hawaiian like shorts…tooooo cute! 🙂 then after that we had Mickey Dz which was OK & then we went to Marks Wearhouse & they had some cuuuute tanktops that I couldn’t NOT buy LoL so I got 2 of those but I should havent gotten more becuz they are awesome! 🙂 afterwards Rich called again and we decided to meet at 1pm to go for a walk..it was nice..I was surprised william didn’t squirm away to me when Rich held him! but we spent ALL afternoon together, we walked the millenium trail,took William to the park, went for dinner & then took william to another park, then walked back home on the Millenium trail…it was sooo hott out and (fuck..I stupidly forgot williams sunblock!) so his lil face was kinda red…! by the time we got home my feet were killing me..so much walking..! so when we got home Both William and I went straight to bed..LoL both tuckered out. I felt abit bad becuz Danny REALLY wanted to meet up before he left town for the long weekend..but we didn’t get a chance..Oooh well..its been weird not texting him all day long (no cell service out at the cabin hes at…) lol.

anyways yesterday Richard hungout with us again, we met at walmart @ 1pm and I got what William needed, then we went for lunch & walked alll over the place again! yet again by the time we got home which was around 6-7pm my feet were killing me…! but it has been nice that Rich has been spending time with William..he needs to do more of it…hes his dad for frigsake! but Rich sais hes realizes what hes missing and its his son..so hes gonna try to make it in town every weekend to see him..which is nice..I never mentioned a word to Rich about Danny..just becuz its none of Richs business..really..!! I am going nutso without texting Danny..LoL…he makes my heart melt & brightens my days! 🙂 but it has been nice that Rich hasnt drank or been hungover while seeing us..just not sure of how long its going to last…cuz I know that he can go without a month without having a drink but usually after that he goes back to his old ways.

and of course Rich is trying his hardest to get back together  with me..but its not gonna work..I been down that road and dont wanna go down it again..I am happy being on this new path I found with Danny & i wanna see where it goes.. 🙂 I like Danny SO MUCH its crazy LoL..and I hope he wants to come and see us tonite becuz I miss him..even tho we watched a movie together thursday nite! 🙂 its sooo nice spending time with him I love every minute of it. 🙂

anyway today Rich & I are gonna take William Swimming….. which will be nice…my back is killing me and I cant wait to use the hottub! 🙂 Rich leaves town tonite at 4pm…so then afterwards I can hagnout with Danny 🙂 🙂 Bluh Miss him lotz.

anyway gotta go…lil man is crying…

~CLDD~

PS: OOOOH DUH! Forgot to write about the most important thing of all!!!!!!!!

WILLIAM TOOK HIS 1st STEPS Wednesday!!! YAY :o) my Big boy!