Idk how to explain it

 Well i’m trying to figure out how I’m going to tell the witch and Bob that I’m leaving. I’ve been trying to figure this out for a while. Everyone of my friends agree I need to leave this house it isn’t good for me to be around the stupid witch. She is nothing but hateful and vindicative and trying to screw with my older sister and my little sister’s life. I’m not gonna have that she has already put my little sister through hell and my older sister and even myself. One of my best friends is willing to drive up here and help me pack and then leave I just don’t know how to tell the evil witch or bob. I know Bob will be ok with it but I can’t really deal with another stupid tantrum from the witch and the yelling that she does at me. But I really need to leave to much drama and the lying to me all the time. She really MUST think i’m stupid when she tells me these fuckin lies. I know when she lies bec she lies constantly she can never tell the truth to her husband either. You think he’d dump her on her ass already. She is 45 years old its time to grow up stop drinking and doing drugs and get your act together. Its even why her own mother wanted nothing to do with her. Even when my grandmother was dying she told all of us not to even tell her and I abided by her wishes because I loved her so much. My grandmother was my mother she raised and cared for me. Just can’t see how I’m related to the witch and how she could have been my grandmother’s daughter. Uhhhhhh I wish she wasn’t my mother…. She is nothing but trash and will always will be. I think it’s time I recut her from my life. She isn’t gonna change and I was stupid to believe she would. So many entries of me complaining and being depressed and this and that. It;s time I found some happiness and not sadness anymore…

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April 19, 2011

ryn: Thanks! I’m an autism mom. Also, this will be my 6th tattoo. 🙂

April 19, 2011

Lol if I walk could fix my problems, I would SO do it. lol I have 2 kids. Filled out 1000 applications. With all of our bills, (his debt) we can’ afford groceries. Dude just done with this bit. Plus the work stress he gets make him mad. Just over it.

April 19, 2011

ryn: Nope… just get something that means a lot to you or you think is exceptionally beautiful. If you don’t have any ideas for a deeply meaningful one, I really love cherry blossoms… and if I had the body I’d get some on my ribs… lol.

April 19, 2011

I have forget-me-nots wrapped around my ankle. It was my first tattoo- my mom and I got matching ones to celebrate our relationship.