Randomness at the moment

 I just got off the phone with the sweetest guy. We talked for about two hours almost it was great. We both were cracking up. We were talking about electronics and we were on the topic of play station 3’s and wii’s. Rofl.. I cant believe when he said Wii I blurted out you know that could mean something else right. He understood what I meant right away. I was like omg I cant believe I said that. He just laughed.  When I talk to him I smile and laugh so very easily. I seem to be able to be myself with him and not have to hide who I am. Though I seem to talk to much I tend to think. We were remincing about the times we were in high school telling stories that happened to one another. It was great. I really needed that It brightened up my day talking to him.      

I just hope the b*tch doesn’t ruin it. I really don’t want the rest of my day to go to hell because of her even if she is related to me. I refuse to let her spoil my happy moment >:(….. I want to have it last all day. Its been a while since I’ve laughed and smiled like I did when I talked to him. It seems anytime I’m having a semi good day she has to ruin it with her drinking problem. She can’t face the fact that she is 45 flippin yrs old and can’t see that she is an alcoholic. I can see it and so can everybody else. It’s why all us kids HATE her and i’m not kidding I HATE the woman. I don’t care if she always goes I’m your mother BLAH BLAH stuff like that you haven’t earned the right to be my mother. Well lady u didn’t raise me my grandmother did and I loved every minute being with my grandmother. I’ll always be glad that my grandmother adopted me. I regret the decision like I said in previous entries of ever giving her the time of day to see if we could reconicle our differences. Well stupid me thought we could nope couldn’t and probly won’t. Personally I don’t really care anymore. Moving on to happier thoughts :).

Well I stayed up pretty much most of the night last night lol. Oh god I can’t believe that stuff we were saying on fb lol. It was so funny. ICE CREAM woohooo….it was hilarious. Which if you dont get that is ok lol. Apparently I was like I’m so stealing all of your guys ice cream and so on and they were saying oh no you wont were hiding it. But really they told me where it was so doesn’t that really make it easy for me to take their ice cream. Ok bear with me for a moment this is leading up to something else lol. Well after all said and done one of my best friends decides to post this on my fb wall. She goes to me if i don’t see you in the next four months I’m gonna kidnap your ass and drag you back home.  Uhh how I miss her and her qorkyness. But then I reminded her I was coming back home to live and she was like oh yea well you better come soon cause i miss your face. I wanted to cry because how much I missed her and everybody back home.  *HUGS* for them. Though the funny part is none of them know I even keep this diary. Though I’m not sure if i want to tell them about it hmmm… I have to think that one over. If you have read this whole thing and your like WTF is she talking about like I said I don’t stay one topic that long which I have to work on more loo.