I need to Aikido my life.

I’ma (yes, I’ma) explain my title to all y’all.

So I have ADHD.  Yes, yes I do.  And it normally makes me really sub-par at doing all the monotonous stuff that seems like a requirement to be considered functional.  But I think I figured out what I have to do.

I practiced go problems (www.goproblems.com) for about 5 hours yesterday while listening to ambient/world music.  5 fucking hours.  if you go to the website you’ll understand why I’m so absolutely fucking stunned about it.  If you went, it’s pretty likely that it was the most boring, monotonous thing you’ve ever done and you probably have no idea how anyone could call something that uninteresting a ‘fun game’.

I just need to direct the martial arts of my attention to the vital points of the world.  Holy shit, awesome metaphor.

right now I’m listening to "the great escape" by BT…  symbolism in real life much?