I’ll be over it tomorrow

My issue is that I trusted you before she did. And I was so cautious. You know I have trust issues. It took me years to trust you as much as I do. So when you tell me that you can’t do something with me because she trusts you, I’m unsympathetic. Fuck her trust. She has nothing to base it on. She trusted a random – it serves her right if she gets fucked over.

I trusted a friend. I don’t deserve this shit.

I didn’t realise how much I liked you til we were sitting in your car and Usher’s song ‘Superstar’ came on. I said something amazing must have happened when I first heard that song, because every time it comes on I feel so good, and I don’t know why. You replied that the first I heard it was when we were fucking. Then it dawned on me how much I fucking liked you. How happy you made me. How girly and emotional it all was that a song meant so much to me.

That’s what made the song great and now that’s what makes it shit.

You’re so fucking inconsiderate, how could I ever have trusted you?

Go treat your new girlfriend like shit. Give her the cold treatment when she’s done nothing wrong. Make her beg for forgiveness. Tell her that you like thinner girls. Put the gym before her. Ask her to compromise her values for yours. Ask her to put you first, but don’t do the same in return. After all of that let her go and treat the next one better.

Isn’t that your pattern?