Phew

I sent him a text, telling him that I haven’t felt right since Friday night, and that choosing to fix this situation with me will be better for our friendship than playing it cool.

He called me straight away. He f-cking stepped up.

F-ck, I’m happy.

The situation was f-cked, but now I’m pretty f-cking okay with it. Still wish we hadn’t had sex, but I always knew he had a rape fetish, so I suppose I was playing with fire every time we kissed.

Rape is not okay, but everybody and every situation is different, and I feel one hundred per cent okay about this.