Night out at Buffalos w/ my theatre

      Let me start off by saying, I’m am going to work on either having a special air filter to breathe through, or making them quit smoking. They all smoke, and I cant stand it. It made me nautious and gave me a headache.
 
       Anyways, a lot of them were going to go out to Buffalo Wild Wings last night, and since I had nothing else better to do, and my rommmate planned on having her boyfriend over (i’d prefer to say fiancee, just because they’re pretty much engaged, as far as im concerned.. i always get female rommmates on the verge of marriage, which is good i guess, because i always seem to be on the edge of my seat, ready to move somewhere new.. towards some new opportunity.. perhaps thats God’s message! )
 
       So, I knew NO ONE, really, of course, and thus, the main reason for going. I’m always on the go, and dont have a chance to stop and talk with them. Immediately, I knew I’d like Kyle. We connected right off the bat, I felt. (not in a romantic way, Kyle’s gay) But I feel like he’s someone I can really talk to… Anyways, him and his rommate are moving out to LA in May, and he’s very interested having me as a rommmate. And since I’m not attached to staying here for all the remaining years… maybe I WILL move out there.. Though my lease isnt up til August… I’ll have to play this one by ear…

      Anyways, his summer fling, which is the best way to put it, Blaine was there. I LOVED him too, he showed special interest in me. He’s moving to Florida, must to my  and Kyle’s dismay, which is sad. He’s quite the adventurer, he’s lived all over God’s green earth, and I wished I had more of a chance to talk to him. He was going to some gay bar downtown or something, he wanted to go dancing. 🙁

      I can tell I dont like Caleb, he’s a MAJOR douche, like stage 5 douche… and I dont care for Thor, either. Martha doesnt even know if she likes him yet… but i know I wont spend much time getting to know him. He did try to talk to me the other day… we had been working on our breathing exercises, and it was raining out, and we were working on our sound and he goes "How do you like the sound?" and I go, "Well, I think im getting better" and he goes "No…" awkward, weird breath pause, "I mean the rain." WTF? I kinda steered clear after that

      Dustin at first, really didn’t take to me, nor I to him. We didn’t make much eye contact, but once Kyle started talking about the effect film had on him, something I felt passionate about and got into the conversation, we really started up our conversations from there. So, thoug he’s 30, he’s cool, fairly attractive, and seemed like a pretty cool guy. 

     I felt awful that I didnt remember Lacey, and maybe made her feel awkward when she mentioned it, i tried to atone for it later… I dont like Martha’s rommate that much, just because i feel awkward around her. I always feel her eyes are staring me down… its weird. Her fiance is cool, and kept telling me i better not fall aslee or he’d put h is cig out on my arm to wake me up and kept yelling "Michelle! whats your deal?" I like people who make you feel like you’ve been friends forever. Not often you find that.

     Martha’s ex, Zach, is not exactly someone I feel comfortable around, but I think I could warm up to him in time he told a funny story last night that made me think our senses of humor would probably get along just fine… a few other guys martha had invited along came, but the one was more interested in convo with dustin (he’d moved.. down the table) and the others kept to themselves. So i left around 1, ready for bed and by that point in a weird spot at the table kinda cut off from the convo going on with the vast majority, and not in the slightest interested in Thor and Zach’s convo… Blaine and Kyle had left; I really had no more interest in staying for that night.

     Gosh, I have homework I better attend to! I put it off, a lot… not too good! I had some problems with financial aid and my car, so im hoping to get that worked out. I sent two checks for august and sept payment, tho i have on $30 to my name right now.. but the checks were sent out friday, though they are mailing mine to my kansas city address. Oh super… but im having my family overnight it to me so i can put it in the bank ASAP so i dont have like hundreds taken out that i dont have… im hoping the timing is perfect on that one….

     I still dont like my job at BBB, but whatever… i’ll live… for now! haha. Something else will come up, and i have no doubts about that.

     I’m getting into shape again, like I use to be.. Its exciting. We have that amazing new rec center, it makes you WANT to go!

     Supernatural was ALL NEW THURSDAY! Tho we dont have tv  yet (As in cable and whatnot) i watched it online, only it was hours after the fact… i missed my besties like crazy, and felt like i was being replaced but they called constantly and severely missed my presence and my sense of humor and able to argue in a fun way. the girl liz brought couldnt cast a shadow on me. Felt good to know! But it was AMAZING. God is back in the building and he is PISSED! Man, i dont have time to type up now but im so excited! Seriously guys, i love this show (and  the boys, mostly Jensen) like a fat kid loves cake… im sick, but i dont care! 🙂