Eclipse/New Year/this year/predictions

Firstly, happy new year y’all.

ECLIPSE- BEWARE! THERE ARE SPOILERS BELOW!!!

   Okay, so, people were saying their faith in the series started to feign in the third book. I would def not go that far. For the most part, its really touching, and when they get to having to battle, its actually quite suspensful and good. Overall, I’d say it was quite entertaining, too, and found myself chuckling quite a few times. Some people say Edward is not himself in this book, and he is. He may seem to be letting himself move away from Bella, but I’d say he was the same as always- I want you, I’ll always need you, I’ll love you forever, but whatever you want to do is fine with me.Your happiness is key. HOWEVER. There was one thing that bothered me- Bella realizes she’s in love with Jacob too? What???! Okay, I like Jacob, I do. He’s loveable and sweet, but c’mon! To me, it made Edward and Bella’s love not quite as special as it use to be, to be quite honest. I use to pray for their happiness together, and i loved how they were obsessively in love with each other (yes, i did lol) but they loved no other. Nothing couldn’t even budge wha they felt. But her admitting she’s in love with him def hindered that love for me. Boo. 🙁 Also, the imprinting thing isn’t laid out to you very well, i didnt quite understand it. Other than that, i liked it.

  I always try to look over the year and think about what happened. Some major changes happened- I finally left my job of two years, the longest job I’d ever held, and did quite well there. I moved to California to pursue my dream. I met several celebrities- Jensen Ackles (my fav, obvs) Jared Padalecki (all those other guys from the show, though they’re not "huge") Charlie Sheen, Tony Hawk, Sandy McCoy and yes, Danneel Harris (ew) I went to WB studios several times, i got thought to be a celebrity several times, I went to the convention (hellz yea) I moved back home after a bit of tragedy struck. I started at a daycare and realized i could handle kids.

    I didn’t quite hit the mark of what I predicted for this year, I did do a few, but the major ones i didnt. However, I’m going to pray and really stretch my wings trying to reach the goals/predictions I have for myself.

GOALS:  1) Acting- whether it be the school where Martha goes, or just acting classes, I want to be way more proactive in my acting career. I had an epiphany the other night, and am stoked.  2) Lose weight, but be in shape. I need to make sure I’m healthy- i cant be rail thin, nor can i be chunky. even middle ground is the most important.        3) find what works on skin/ hair. Feel completely good about myself, for me, not for anyone else.

PREDICTIONS- Since I fully plan on being proactive, and finally have the happiness/motivation to do so, I  think this year will be good for me. This year was all about experimenting, and risk taking. I think this year will be more of that, in the beginning, but i think i will start to reap benefits about mid way through the year. I think I’ll be happy.