thank GOD the test is over with!

i am finished with the worry so to speak of actually taking the test, now i’ve got to wait to see how i did. I pray that my English i did excepionally well on seeing how its suppose to be my strong suite, as I consider myself a writer. The math sections, I didnt finish a one of them!!! I did okay, though, I’d say, but I mostly guessed.

  It sucked being stuck with highschoolers. No offense if you happen to read this entry and you are one. I’m just at a very different place in my life and the conversations they were having seemed so meaningless and void. They were loud and obnoxious. And the girl that sat behind me would breath in deeply, sniffle then chomp her gum. She proceeded to do this the entire time. I kept schooching up in my chair, and using my left hand to close my ear, so detract from the noise, at least in a small amount.

  Some dude punched my sister in the face for accidentally breaking his phone. Its like um, im gonna kick your ever lovin’ ass! Guys are NOT allowed to hit girls, and it makes me SICK to my stomach that for CENTURIES guys were not only allowed to do this, but EXPECTED to to keep their masculinity and showed "Who ruled the roost" Makes me wanna gag…. She wont say who he is, but i am VERY disgusted.

   One of my books is gonna be finished very shortly. I am very excited. I think within the next month the first draft will be finished. I’m such a perfectionist, that I havent finished and ive been writing for as long as i can remember. As soon as I’m satisfied, I’ll begin the screenplay. Each book will ge an automatic screenplay, for sure.

   I am SO glad I took the WHOLE day off, cause God knows I deserve the rest. I work EVERY friday and saturday and im sick to death of it. My mom keeps urging me to get a different job to which i am trying to do, and adamantly trying harder and harder to accomplish as the days pass.