Stress and Anxiety last a lifetime

I feel so anxious right now, and not quite sure why. I feel stressed, though. So many things. SO many things. And Kathy, one of the main managers at work (she acts like store manager, b/c Kevin is a MAJOR push over) and she keeps keeping Tabs on me, as if I’m an incompetent fool who doesn’t do her job and just talks to Brittany. Yeah, right.

    I have almost talked to her about this several times, but then I figure, why bother? Plus the fact, if I have that conversation with her, she’ll just watch me more. It’s ridiculous. Everyone knows of my frustrations with her. And Margie. Margie keeps thinking she  can make me do her work. She isn’t my boss, as much as she’d like to think she is. Coordinator just means you have more responsibilities…. doesn’t mean you own anyone.

    Kristina aka Tina came into work yesterday. She hasn’t changed whatsoever. Her looks, her personality. Nothing. Only thing that has changed is the people she’s deciding to surround herself with. And, I think she’s bi- sexual. But, then again, I’ve always thought that….. Anyway, that was an interesting run in, to say the least. But when I saw her, I realized I had forgiven her and I have moved on. I was so happy when she left not because I saw her. but because I realized I was over that drama crap that she inflicted on me. Because she was jealous. Everything makes sense. And everything is okay. Everything is forgotten and over with.

   I am truly finished with all of them. And I couldn’t be happier.

    Rachel, though, is anoher story. Well, sortof….. I have somewhat forgiven her, but I think its more shock than anything else how she went Dr. Jekyll Mr. Hyde on me. She has some major issues, but that doesn’t excuse any behavior, whatsoever.

     I was checking up on Cal State, and what I need to get in. I dont think I necessarily have to take the SAT, but it could excuse me from some necessary placement exams…… Although, they kept mentioning ACT, instead. Rut-ro….more stress… phone completely dead…. more stress….. customers… co workers… family…. friends….

 A day in the life… of probably the average person, right? I dont know, got a lot on my plate as of now……