you.

1. You mean more to me than words will ever be able to describe. You’re my gift from God to keep me going on this earth, and I will forever be thankful to Him for you. I can’t wait for us to get started on our coffee shop dream. 🙂

2. You still annoy me to no end. It’s the annoying things you do though, that make me love you more. Regardless of your tendencies, I know that you will always be there for me, through thick and thin. Thank you. 

3. The one family member I actually feel is my family, is you. You’re younger than me, but I look up to you. I’m so sorry for all the careless things I allowed your sister to do to you. I sat and watched. I’m so thankful that you have such a forgiving nature. You’re one of my closest friends, and I would truly be heart broken without you.

4. I never in a million years would have expected a friendship to grow between the two of us. I’m so glad it has though. You keep me quite entertained, but more than that, you let me lean on you when I need to. I know that you’re apart of my future, and I can’t wait for our move. At least I know you’ll help me keep the apartment clean!

5. I know that I nag you often. Know that it’s only because I care for you so deeply. You’ve become family to me over the past three years. I stay very concerned for your well being. I fear for your life at times. I love you, and I need you. Take  care of yourself. Please.

6.  We missed our chance friend. We will never be more. Please learn to respect that before I can no longer tolerate you as a friend. I’d hate to lose someone who means so much to me, because they refuse to respect my wishes.

7. Oh my hypochondriac narcissistic fun loving hippie. You offer me immense joy in my life. When I need a big smile and someone to distract me, you’re the one I go to. I’m excited that your crazy self is going with me to Colorado, too. I know you wont stay there, but I’ll always have you. 

8. Platonic is the way to describe what we hold. You fascinate me in so many ways. I love getting to hear the secrets to that brain of yours that I know are not let out easily. You hold them so close, and share them with so few, and I am blessed to be one of those people you share with. You remind me of a character out of a favorite book of mine. You’ll always by in my heart. Plus you’ll keep me updated with your creative ways. Let’s play the cup game before you go off to Utah. 

9. You are quite the little fireball. It’s very exciting having you on the team. I’m still just getting to know you, but I already love you. I can tell you’re going to teach me so much, and help me grow in so many ways. I’m excited to see what we have to offer each other. 

10. Although you have slight advance in age, I don’t feel like it. You’re turning out to be a great friend, and we work so well together. I hope to keep you as a friend even after we stop working together. 

11. Oh my blonde beauty of a friend. We don’t always talk often, and we don’t necessarily talk about the things that you wold expect two people who are so close to talk about, but I still know you inside out, as do you me. I miss you more than words can describe. You better get your ass our of Cali and come visit me when I live in Colorado. It wont be too hot for you then. No more excuses!

12. I don’t know you, but I feel like I see into your soul and learn a bit more about you, and about life, every time I read one of your entries. Thank you so much for sharing your words with me, and with the world. They are so beautiful, as are you.

13. I don’t want you in my life anymore. I almost wish you’d just stop calling. I forget about you sometimes. Block you out of my memory. I don’t miss you. You’ve treated me horribly and I don’t know what makes you think I would want to still be friends with you after all of it. You’re family has changed me in ways I’ve never thought were possible, and I hate it. At least let me come to terms with it..

14. I don’t need you anymore. I’m not in love with you anymore, either. I have no fear of running into you, however, please continue to leave me alone. I am so much happier without you in my life. I miss your best friend more than I miss you. I miss your mom though. Tell her I love her. She deserves a better son than you. 

15. I miss you. You’re probably one of the few from that time period that  I do. I pray your life is full of meaningful things, and love. Please keep in touch.