train

If we jumped on a train, where would we go? Into the cooling blue sky where the se[e]a never ends, and the bright sun shines everywhere but our eyes.

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I am astonished. I know that people change. I’ve changed. Naming the ways I’ve changed is probably easier than naming the old me (but not what is is that’s different from me then to me now). However, how can someone change in such a short period of time? How can you become such a monster, that only views themselves as amazing and righteous, that you lose the people the closest to you in negative time. It’s not them. I know you’d rather think that, rather than think it’s something you did, but do not be fooled by your own self centered brain. It is all you. It should be screaming at you! Hey! I lost my best friend from childhood because of the way I’m acting. Hey! My mentor wants nothing to do with me. Hey. My church is asking me to play a lesser role in my job. You started this journey to increase your role, yet it’s having the opposite effect. I hope you come down soon. Before everyone leaves you for good.