Talk About Memory Lane…

Wow…. What a ride down memory lane,
Through my open diary’s entries both wonderful and insane…
So much has happened since 2009,
What insanities I certainly did find…

It’s always been true this dance of mine,
My dance between Exhiliration and Insanity…
This world so full of wonder and beauty,
This world that both enchants and tortures me…

There are times when I wish to escape,
Yet escapism is weak and would snatch my chances,
My chances of beating this crazy game of retreats and advances,
This crazy game of light and darkness,
That I want to keep on playing til I find my goal,
Whatever that is — I know — The true meeting of my soul….
When I will no longer feel like my journey and soul are two,
When my paths truly come together and I live anew…

This journey has certainly been challenging,
I could never say that my life is boring,
Though there are days when I could ask for less,
Of tiresome torture in my yen for the quests…

Every step forward and ever step back,
Brings me closer still to discovery,
Discovery of whom I really am, the true me…
And I will continue to dance between the darkness and light,
I will continue to delight,
For this game is too good to leave behind,
Until God calls for the end of this journey of mine…

~Sky Lark Crow June 14th, 2013 3.34pm

I was so excited when I found my open diary was still open…. I will start writing again… It really makes me happy to let it be penned down and let go….

God be with you all!!

-Lanis