So I still exist… :)
I haven’t posted up here in so long that I almost forgot that I had this site… hmmm
Life has been interesting…
Love is wonderful even with all it’s complications and adjustments which have to take place while the man I love and myself are still apart… I believe that the distance will make us stronger, that should we be able to sustain this and work things out while we are apart, that it will be better when are together, more meaningful and hopefully with more appreciation of what we have. I know that it is too much to ask that we never get complacent and take each other for granted from time to time, but I just hope that it will not come to a point where it will become a wedge between us.
On the home front, I am working as a Conference Producer. The job is really interesting and I enjoy it though it is also at the same time really quite stressful when there are deadlines to be bet which are still unmet because I haven’t been able to get on top of things as yet. I’m learning the ropes and I have to push myself to be better at it. Yeah, it’s new for me and I’m being compared to people who perhaps had been into it longer, but still, I have to prove myself. They know about my plans to migrate to the US and all, and we’ve sorted it out with work so that they won’t fire me even knowing that I am going to leave, but instead they’ll work my ass off while I am there. Lots to learn so little time. They are though, even considering the option of making me their US counterpart so that once I leave the country, if they have any events that they want to look into at the US, they’ll hire me on to handle it… Which is pretty cool to me. 🙂 So all fronts on work considered I am not complaining.
At home, things fluctuation from being okay to bad, and okay again, but unfortunately never very excellent, coz when I think that things are improving, I find that something else comes up and I’m back down to being bad.. Yeah, have to find a balance there somehow, but it’s a tough one… hmmmm Sometimes I just feel that it’s real good I’ll be leaving then coz they won’t have to deal with me as much thereafter… It’s a sad thing, but it’s true. Some may call it running away, but I ain’t getting married to someone in the US to get away from the family, I am marrying Rav3n coz I love him. It’s just a plus at the moment that I have leave coz things like this. One more year… I am hoping that I can sort things out before leaving, but eitherway it will be a relief to start life again.
Oh well.. I have to boldly pave my way if I want to make my own life and be happy so that is what I am doing.
I hope that you are good and well all.
Take care and God bless.
Sincerely,
The Gal Who No Longer Walks Alone