Thought Of The Day

It is important to see that you must go on, regardless of your attitude. You have at least two choices of attitude.

You can go on crying, or you can go on laughing. If you have the choice (and you do), you might just as well go on laughing. It’s more joyful.

Spirit is joyful.

The nature of the Soul is joyful. The personality isn’t always joyful, but it is part of the illusions of the physical level.

—  John-Roger

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The days have been flowing from one into the other at a rather mundane pace… I feel again, as though I’m living in suspended animation until Rav3n comes into my life for two weeks and beyond that I can go back to something a lil more active though still absent of his physical presence until life and fate and what we make of it brings us together again… It is not going to be easy to get there, but there is where we want to reach before we begin walking this road of life together then….

Working at a balloon shop I am learning a lot but not learning fast enough, so that is what I must do. Even though it’s just something I’m doing to pass the time, I should not waste the opportunity to learn, and there there is a lot to learn for someone willing to be taught.

I need to be with Rav3n to actually know if we can be together… I love him, I want a future with him, but it’s true, I don’t yet know what it’s like to actually be with him… I’ve never been wrong before, but I don’t want to take that for granted should I start being wrong with him… I hope not, coz he’s wonderful. I want this to work, we both do.

I need the days to go faster so that we can meet and know and get back on track..

I love him… I love my family… I don’t want to have to choose… If I have to choose, either way I will lose.

So lets just see how the ball rolls if we play by the rules then.

Take care and God bless…

Sincerely,
The Gal Who Wants A Future She Cannot  Yet Have..