And I Want Home

So many events have passed,
To bring me here at last,
And all I want to do is go home,
To a place farmiliar and known.

To rest my head,
In my own bed,
And wake up tomorrow,
To a morning in Kuala Lumpur.

The End
Sky Lark Crow
4.20pm 29th May 2006

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I haven’t slept all night so I am resting for a moment.

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I’m in the lab at the Psych block at Uni. My assignment is due in 39minutes. I’ve already printed it out, just have to hand it in upstairs. So I was up all night coz Sissy wanted to go for a drive WHILE TALKING TO HER FRIEND ON THE PHONE THE ENTIRE TIME *sigh*, So she was driving and talking and I was sitting and enjoying the scenery, but feeling quite tired coz I believe we were out from about midnight to 3am.

I had barely started my assignment then, just one paragraph I think. And people have been working on it for months! Damn, I am so screwed on this one, it’s not funny.

My mind’s been too cluttered. I spent most of the last few days before this going through my past, as in revisiting the old pages of this diary to see where things were and where they’ve gone. Everything has improved but the situation with Teddybear…. Yeah, that hasn’t changed since the day I told him I was in love with him on the 22st April 2003. Yeah, now I even know the date of my stupid confession which brought it to this. 🙂

I have to say, all these 20something dates are not good with me. Bad things seem to happen during the last ten days of the month.

Okay lah, except for my dad telling me that he’s getting married. 🙂 So now looking into the possibility of maybe returning to Malaysia for the entire next semester… So I won’t have to come back to Toowoomba coz it’s sucking my soul. But I didn’t tell him that. I just said that it would be cheaper than be traveling between Australia and Malaysia twice within 2months.

See what he says then, coz it has to be decided fast so that I can make the relevant adjustments and arrangements.

Well, I have to go. Gonna be 4.30 and the punch is at 5pm.

Take care and God bless

Sincerely
In Need of Sleep…