Todays Wonder

Do you think I’m unsual,
Or perhaps odd?
Interested,
Or maybe just bored?

Do you think I’m a little crazy,
With the ways I may be,
That I cross the road to take a picture,
Then cross back again right after…

That I look up at the skies and trees,
And remain in wonder at what I see,
When it’s the same thing as you my eyes do spy,
And as you look as well you just wonder "Why?"

Why?
Because the world is beautiful,
It may be the same road as yesterday,
But the sky looks different today,
The clouds are moving in a different way,
The sun is a little brighter,
Or a little dimmer,
The sky’s a little bluer,
Or perhaps more huey-er,
is that a really word?
Who cares? not me nor the birds
That sing above me,
Telling their story,
Of today,
that was not the same as yesterday,
For even if you tried to do everything the same,
It really would be quite different,
Tomorrow is a mystery,
Yesterday is lost,
Today is new,
And it can be just anything to you…

The sky was beautiful today,
As it was yesterday,
You see it every single day,
Did you take notice anyway?

And tomorrow it’s going to be a different fascination,
Is it also going to tap into your imagination?
Everyday, the world is a place of wonder be,
You just aren’t taking the time to see.

The End
Sky Lark Crow
6.49pm 19th May 2006

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Well I wrote that coz I went to Toowoomba Town Friday, ah yesterday, right after I handed in my assignment because I wanted to give myself a break and go watch a movie. So after the movie while walking to Garden Central shopping center I was taking random pictures along the way, and people were watching me doing this, so I wrote that poem. 🙂

It was really such a beautiful sky day anyhow… That’s why I was taking pics. 🙂

Over the last two days I’ve been doing nothing that I should be doing, aside from handing in that assignment, and since I need to give the reading materials back to Krishna by Monday, I better get into that.

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Anyway, remember I talked about checking up on my friends blog which I wasn’t supposed to know about, and also checking another blog of someone who is/was important to him, of which if he knew of he would quite certainly kill me. Anyway, I think that he knows it’s me who has been leaving random notes on the blog, coz I became bad again and started leaving a note everyday, so he probably has made the link already, but he just hasn’t come right out and said it as yet, nor has be indicated in anyway that he knows, unless I take his none response to the last couple of notes as indication that now he knows it’s me, he ain’t gonna bother responding again. HAHAHAHAH 🙂 See how.

Well, on that other person’s blog though, because I’d left a couple of annonymous notes and she couldn’t figure out whom I was (yeah, coz I ain’t her friend and she hardly knows me, except through him anyhow either), she set her blog for bloggers only. And I wasn’t going to be hardup and create a ghost blog just to be able to blog her site anyhow. But I just kept reading anyway, because I found that she’s a really, really interesting and very wisely opiniated person. Well, which is why my pal was in love with her in the first place. But anyhow, before her blog, I only had what he had to say about her, and the few times I talked to her, I didn’t get a very good impression, probably because they were her bad days, so anyway, that’s why I went reading her blog coz he kept asking me why I hate her, and I don’t, I just didn’t like her coz she was the reason he was feeling so messed up for a long time. Anyway, she left this msg on her blog:

when I changed the status of posting on my blog, now only registered posters can leave post, no one seems to post messages. The reason for this is because I have received a few intriguing post from someone, and to me, being a naturally curios person, its been driving me nuts to figure out who that is. So to who ever you are, please be a dear and email me.

At first I was just going to ignore that and not email her at all (she left me her email address with that post as well), because like I said, if my friend finds out, he will probably kill me. Also I don’t know how she will react. But on the other hand, my opinion of her now is really good. And she isn’t my friend per/say just someone I know because of him, so she didn’t deserve my ‘stalking’. So I decided to email her. I explained why I was there and everything, but also said that I wasn’t there to try and be an advocate for my friend, I was just there to get a better understanding of her as herself. I don’t know if she is going to reply to the email, or even read the entire email after she figures out that I am his friend, but I hope that she does read the whole thing anyway, coz I did mention in the title and at the start of the email that I hope she’ll read until the end. So see what happens then. I really don’t know if I’ve just dug myself into a hole, but sometimes you just got to do right by a person anyhow. I also said that I stopped posting because I don’t have a blog on blogspot.

Anyway, it’s 3.11am and I haven’t drunk any water at all today. So I’m going to go boil some water now and drink my 1.5liter daily requirement while I finish my readings for Abnormal Psychology so that I can return it to Krishna by tomorrow/later today or Monday.

I have a bad tooth. It hasn’t had a full back for a long time now, but now that part of the back has chipped down completely separating itself from the front, but it’s still connected to some part of the gum so it doesn’t want to come off. I can turn it and twist it and bend it with my tongue, but it still insist on staying there. I’ve tried pulling it out… My friends keep telling me to do that as though I ain’t smart enough to have tried to do it already before complaining about the damn stubborn thingy! I just don’t want to like cut the gum, even though it’s nerves hav ben deadened by the dentist before because of the problem with that tooth itself. That’s why it can dance in my mouth and I feel no pain, the nerves have been deadened. But it’s annoying anyway coz it’s making it hard for me to eat solid food. And it moves around way too much! *sigh*

Today Minie said this after I told her that I ain’t going to pay a dentist in Australia more than AUD100 just to remove the little bit of my tooth that’s dancing around, so I’ll wait til I am back in Malaysia in August to do that coz it’ll be 1/10th of the price or even less to do it back home at the Government Dental Clinic near my house. So Minie said this when I said I already tried pulling it out on my own and she asked why I hadn’t pulled it out… "Why don’t you ask your friend to help you remove it?" and I was like "Yeah right! Ask my FRIENDS here to stick their hand in

my mouth and pull out my tooth! Like THAT’S gonna happen!" And she just laughed realizing how crazy an idea that was. 🙂 Yeah, life’s a wonder!

Anyway, I am really very thirsty from not drinking water all day so I’m gonna go get that now.

Take care and be well everyone!

God be with you and shine His light upon your lives always!

Sincerely,
A Nice Person Who Stalks People’s Blogs Sometimes…