The “L”s of Life

For the best of Life,
You have to:
Listen to good advice
Lend a comforting hand, shoulder or ear to those in need,
Learn the lessons of all mistakes and successes,
Laugh with all your heart everyday,
Love courageously and unconditionally,
Like whatever work you have to do, for you have to do it anyway,
Lead a life You’ll be proud for your children to live!
Light the way for yourself and others,
Let-go of negativity towards yourself and especially toward others,
Lean into God’s embrace through BOTH good and bad…
Leave your sorrows and revenges of the past aside, it only poisons you,
Live with a righteous Purpose, every single day!

All that, is the art of living,
The art of bringing joy into your life,
The way to live a wonderful life.

The End
Sky Lark Crow
3.58am 10th May 2006

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I have to keep reminding myself of my light so that I don’t get swallowed into the darkness…

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*sniff* *sniff* I only left my house for about 90mins today and my pal HAD to get online at that time and by the time I was back he was idle and never came back…. *sigh*

I’m being naughty really. I found a blog of his, one he I don’t think he wanted me to know about aside from one other person, and I’ve been leaving annonymous notes, just three so far. I leave a day or two between noting but not gonna have a pattern on it. And definately Not everyday, otherwise he would know it’s me. HAHAHAHAH I wasn’t bluffing when I said I was trying not to be a stalker and note every single entree of his. But since he’s being weird on my other blog, unless it’s not his doing, then I have to find out what’s going on…. Anyhow, the fun of him not knowing is me is that he’s having fun trying to figure out who the heck I am, and he’s actually responding… He lkes thinking he’s always right. His first respond to my annonymous note thanked me then asked who I was, then another note follwoing to say he thought he knew. two days later I left another note on a computer entree his, sounding more like a male, and ending it with "You think you know who I am cool coz somedays even I don’t know myself"… Then another one with a lil Johny joke I said "If only I had Lil Johny’s childhood!" So he ain’t sure now if I am a boy or bi and he’s wondering again, rethinking… HAHAHAHAH If he knew it was me he would lose interest in the fact that I enjoy his entrees…. Anyhow, at least it’s strokes his ego a lil. I’ll know when the mystery starts to get to him, but for now it’s a game, so let’s play. *grins*

I hope that he doesn’t check on this diary though. I don’t think he does, considering he doesn’t check the diary of mine which he DOES have access too… There’s only one of my diaries which he likes reading, which is just a log of fictional writings actually. Coz like, if he reads this before the game is up, he may probably kill me hahahaha! Good thing I am in Australia, and it’ll be too much of a hassel for him to wanna come find me for that anyhow.

So anyway, I didn’t get to see him online today because I decided to go to the bookshop with 15bucks to see if I could buy the reading materials for my Abnormal Psychology course… But what happened was, it costs 19bucks because it’s also inclusive of the damn Introduction Book and Study Book and stuff which is already on the Student Webpage so I don’t wanna buy it. And since they wouldn’t sell it to me separately, I didn’t have enough money to get it and heck 19bucks is way too much!! I mean, it’s already the middle of the sem, who the heck’s gonna buy the rest of the package now? I’m gonna tell Murry that for the next semesters he should get the bookshop to sell the reading materials separately from the IB,SB package so that the students who are on tight budgets can save some money at least!! Anyhow, I sms’d Kris about the reading materials and he is using them this weekend so he said that he’ll lend it to me on Tuesday. So from Tuesday on I have to intensively work on that assignment. And over this weekend I have to work on Research Methods and Assessment of Behaviour. Hopefully I’ll get them all done in time to do my exam studies.

Anyway, I went to the Uni Club tonight as well coz I wanted to see who won the modeling competition. It was fun, I bumped into a friend, who was there with a group, and I joined them since my housemate was tired and had gone back. She went back right after the modelling thingy and I thought that was a waste, coz you can’t really dance nicely until the show’s over and the stage is removed. So I told her to go ahead and I stayed back figuring that I could find someone else to get home with anyway.

So I found ma Brunei friend and he was with a group of people, so we all danced together most of the times, aside from when I was dancing alone…. And when this probably Lebenese guy tried to dance with me. I don’t know what the heck is wrong with them, but they like to dance with their cocks humping your limbs and I just HATE HATE HATE THAT!!! And for some reason they NEVER SEEM TO BE WEARING APPROPRIATE UNDERWEAR!! Mainly coz through my jeans with their trying to hump my thighs or whatever it feels as though their cocks are free swinging AND I HATE THAT!! YUCKS!!

Then another guy came to dance with me. I don’t think he is Aussie, but maybe he is. He seemed older than me, most of them are younger because, you know, Uni crowd…. I had fun dancing with him for one song, and he kissed the back of my hand… Actually I think he licked it, but Im jus gonna say he kissed it, so I don’t get irked out. He was sorta cute anyhow. Again there were just way, way, way too TALL people a the club, I think coz of the modelling competition. Anyhow, the dude told me that he had fun dancing with me, but bowed out of the next song, but he kept watching me for a few other songs, but I just wanted to dance so I joined my Brunei friend’s group again…

All in, it was a good day except that I missed my friend online. 🙂

Take care and God be with you always!

Sincerely,
In a Smiley Mood…