276. pause

if only i could take things back.

i feel so beaten down. just by everyone. work scotty parents court michigan money jail whore fucking random guys like a whore.. rikki.. the bitches and hoes. the douchebags.. the heartbreaks.. the tears ive shed out. the action the drama.. the misery. the pain.

the lies. the threats. the promises.

i feel like im in a movie.

i feel like the star of my own misery.

so.

alone.

-L