259. in need of an update

 i have a lot to fill in.

but for now.. this is what i need to fill in..

update on scotty.. who is now on house arrest… and our relationship.

update on me joining okcupid and our swinger website expired.

my job.

my vehicle

dropping out of school.

my hunt of a new man while sleeping with scotty on the side

rikkis dumb fat cunt.

losing weight.

pills.

drugs.

everything.

i am completely organized.. yet.

im so fucked up.

-L