200. party.

im up and down.. the usual.. i have my bad days. last night corey made a dick move and ignored me. wellzy texted me back saying he was at the ave.. then another text saying.. with scotty sorry. corey didnt even have the decency to just text me back.. idgaf if youre drinkin with scotty or talking to scotty. thats no excuse to fucking ignore me. fag.

wellzy said sorry a million times. whatever floats your boat dude you hang out with a dickhead douchebag with his drunk cow. dont bother me none.

i was driving from a far bar to my fav bar when i recieved the texts. i was only three beers in. and i told myself.. “thats why ive been feeling so lonely like i have no friends” fuck corey. i cried. the whole way to jrs.

when i got there i sucked it up. cokehead joe invited me to his car.. did a few lines.. smoked a shit ton of pot.. drank my ass away. i had beyond the best night. i laughed the entire time. straight up fun. even though we made it to the finals on the relay race.. we still lost =[ boo.

but i had a lot of attention. that was sweet.

today ashley called me to see if i could bring up her shoes she left at home. so i did. i just walked in.. said hi to the baby.. asked corey where her shoes were.. and then walked away.. he looked shocked. dont care.

you wanna ignore me and not answer your phone for some prick who ruined three years of fake ass shit? so be it.

i told ashley what happened.. i let her know if he asked what my deal was she can lay it on him thick.

i could care less for corey. he just stooped pretty low. whatever.

work has been good. joe is being so sweet to me. i smell a threesome coming on. i can sense it. drama is over. im makin mad money.

i have a total crush on the dj at jrs.. so fucking sexy. YUM!

and i have met a few guys on okc. one i really liked. until he got drunk he was so aggressive. i didnt feel like making out for hours. so i flopped him out of my life. loser.

all of these LOSERS.

tim from okc seen me at the bar last night. hes SOOOO TALL. im a tall bitch too he gave me a giant hug.. i melted..

possibly seeing a movie tonight with tall ass tim and then the fine ass dj invited me out to another bar while he kareoke hosts. totally doing it.

life is grand right now.. yet.. i still have this problem.. of calling scotty. just to annoy him. at 3 4 5 in the morning. last night i called once.. (i have no memory of it) and i didnt block my number.. im so pissed at myself for doing that. how do i remember the number.. but not to *67. jeeez linda slow your roll.. fine ass dj tall ass tim.. fine ass dj.. tall ass tim. ;]

love you all!!!

-L