183. love

i am a tad drunk and high. my keyboard doesnt want to work with me. blah

to just call me r. i respect your notes. i just have one question. if you were scotty.. from what you have read about him. what would YOU do about this whole “situation/addiction”? and to make my tone of voice more clear. in all honesty.. i am not trying to sound bitchy. at all.

he has been keeping up.. calling me. he wakes me up in the morning.

its cute. theres a lot of talk about christmas.. and him buying me a gift is NEW to him. yeah i know im pathetic.

for those of you who know about vaeh.. her 5th birthday princess party is on the first.

it was my job to inform scotty.

i mentioned it to him tonight. he didnt give me any sign of rsvp. but i know most of you wont believe me when i say this.. if he doesnt show up.. i WILL lose A LOT of respect for him.

he HAS been bringing up vaeh lately.. it SOUNDS legit. but i will find out come the first.

i hope he does this.. the fifth birthday is a big one.

i hope.

i love this guy.. if he doesnt show.. my heart will break for vaeh.

-L