174. decision

ive made my decision. my next move.

my phone will remain on silent. i will respond to no one unless needed.

silent as in not vibrating.

the ONLY time i will use my phone is during work and work only.

if my parents call. i will check only once before work. and once after work.

i will not text.

i will not call.

i will not nothing. i am phone less.

i honestly dont think i will last. but i will atleast try ONE day. a full twenty four hours. if i survive.. then i will aim for 48.

if scotty calls. o fucking well.

taste of his own damn medicine.

if several of you have my phone number.. please cheer me on. i will NOT look at my phone.

i picture scotty done with me. so i am forcing myself to be done with him.

and rid myself from his family and his friends

i love him but my phone has tormented me.

i hate him.

good bye scotty.

good bye phone.

internet needs me. open diary needs me.

fuck my damn cell phone. its torture.

-L

i should actually leave it at home. but if i break down at work im fucked. fuck it. im leaving the damn phone at home

good bye heroin

but but but!!! what if i need you!!??

.:beautiful:.

November 30, 2011

don’t you have that app to block his numbers and stuff??? i understand, though… and it seems like this might be the best way (or change your number again???) good luck! 🙂

NETGRRRL2

You can do anything you want to do!

Dixie-Lullaby

When I need to Rid myself of Someone I.. Erase. Erase His Number & Everything that Reminds you of him.. But if You Don’t have the Heart (which sometimes i dont) I put everything in Boxes.. and store it away, but I do Erase their number. Its going to take time L But You’ll do fine Chin up & Stay Strong XOXO

goldenlily*

good luck!

CrAzY-iSh BiTcH

December 1, 2011

You can do it x ?

ApneicHappiness

i have an entry in my contacts list labeled “dont answer” and its all the numbers of people i just dont want to talk to. download a song that will be the ringtone for JUST that entry. mine is from a Riddlin’ Kids song ‘I Feel Fine’ “right now i dont know what to say, because you’re mean and i never liked you anyway, dont ever call cause i dont wanna be friends” and it goes on to the chorus. (cont)

(cont) it kinda helps because the song is really upbeat and nineties pop rock sounding, so it makes me smile when i hear it because i know that if the person calling could hear it knowing i was ignoring their call they’d be FURIOUS XD stay up, and stick to your guns. i’m rooting for you 🙂