170. addicted

I’m hooked on you I need a fix I can’t take it just one more hit I promise I can deal with it.

-kelly clarkson

On my way driving back up to michigan. As I watch the weather go colder. Last night my mom and meems were drinking wine. My grandmother made me cry my fucking eyes out. I mean I was hyperventilating. She said I’m disrespectful to her and my mother. Gtfoutta here. My mom just sat there with a sad look on her face rubbing my back saying its okay. Fuck that. I went straight to bed. And worse I haven’t talked to scotty. I kept thinking how he would make me feel better when I was balling my eyes out. And he was trying to call me. So I’m not doin so great right about now.

I just want to watch more harrys law and sleep this shithole nightmare away.

-L