134. break up sex.

before you all virtually choke me.. im sorry that i cannot write this entry since i have a nine hour shift in ten minutes..

but.. im sure some of you knew the title of this entry would soon folllow.. again i didnt expect it to come this soon

but it did.

i promise when i get home from work i will write every detail.. ill even update before i watch true blood since i missed it last night.

i feel better. i really do. i felt like crying couldn’t make me release all of the emotions i had in me.

i feel balanced and even. almost mutual.

i feel somewhat back to myself again.

-L