episode 93

i worked at crystals last night. made no money but got paid $30 anyway.

whatev.

before i got to crystals i went to JRs and drank a beer. this old guy bought me my next one.. and then i went to the bathroom to pee out huge tall boys of beer.. come back and theres another beer huge beer.. with a second shot he already bought. wtf?

guys tryin to get me drunk doesnt matter if theyre 21 or 60. WOW

so i got fucked up.

helped wellzy get weed.. smoked a fat ass blunt

came home then went to work..

got home from work early smoked a blunt with ashley then hit the sheets.

you have no idea how good it feels to have a new number.

this bitch cant call me

LOVE it.

after i got out the shower yesterday i went back to scotty to get laid..

he wouldnt do it on the couch and said he couldnt pay his owes to me there because of homeboy in the other room sleeping.

oh whatev. i told him to fuck me in a bathroom then.. wasnt meaning do it there..

but he pulled me into the bathroom. it took me 25 minutes to get him UP and off the couch.

he made me suck him first.. put my golden ticket on.

he ripped my jeans down.. and yanked my panties to my ankles.. so roughhhhhh

he pulled my pony tail back and ran his tongue down my neck.. then pushed my head down..

i was bent over the sink and he took my breath shoving it inside me so hard

he pounded me and i watched his eyes close through the mirror

i love when he holds it all the way inside me..

i felt him getting off.

he flushed the condom..

"now will you let me go to sleep?"
seriously scotty?
"what? go do your girl thing.. i got too fucked up last night"

i put him back to bed. kissed him. as much as i love laying with him. i was with him for six hours while he slept.. wasnt planning to stay watching him sleep any longer.

sex was quick.. but it was good. i got my lay.

tonight ashley and i went to the bar.. he called me from the house.. since i knew it wasnt rikki i always answer now.. he warned me that rikki was bar hopping and he is at home with his youngest.. he has to be up at 4 to work.. so he told me hed call me tomorrow to see me.

he told me to have fun.. and he assumed i was at the pub before he warned me. i said no.. and that i was with ashley. he didnt ask any more questions.. like "what guys im there with" like he wanted to.

cause hes "not" jealous. so he says.

ohh this guy. how i love him. how i hate him.

he owes me hot sex. longgg sex.

i cant do this every two week thing.

the last time i got laid before yesterday was on his birthday.

cmon now. i want to fuck more than he can keep up with.. and THE FEMALE has a week off every month. i still want it more than him..

blah…

goodnight all. =] loveeeeeeee

‘-L