I’m sick… :(

I’m dizzy, almost passed out today and hallucinated once. I haven’t been drinking water like I should be and so now I’m drinking a big glass of it that Jimmy (Happy 31st birthday!)brought me. My head feels like my soul is leaving it and then coming back into my head, I had to hold onto Jimmy’s arm one night because the bedroom felt like it was spinning even though it wasn’t, I saw my James Dean purse on the couch when I had left it on the kitchen table, looked at the table and saw it there so I looked at the couch to see why I thought it was there and there wasn’t anything on the couch that even looked remotely like it. I’ve felt hot today, haven’t had my period since December 28th so I decided to take a home pregnancy test (even though I had a tubal ligation)just to see if maybe a baby had gotten past the tubal and that’s why I was sick. It’s negative. No baby. If I don’t get my period a week after taking the test, the instructions said to take another test and if it’s still negative (fingers crossed – although I wouldn’t have an abortion if I did get pregnant)to call my doctor.

I think it’s just a horrific case of the flu. 🙁

I’m going to go lay (lie?)down…

*hugs*