deathly hot
After my problems yesterday with the severe anxiety and following talks with my mom, I decided to increase my dosage of anti-depressant from one to two. I was on three before (the last time) but I didn’t quite feel myself with three, I felt … dampened… I don’t know how to explain it. But hopefully two will still leave me feeling like myself while making a difference with the anxiety. Unfortunately, while my body regulates to the increased dosage, I seem to be feeling like utter crap. I slept oddly and then was dead tired all day. I feel nauseous and I am positive I have a fever but BF says I’m neither feverish nor even flushed. My ears and cheeks feel like they’re on fire.
It just occurred to me that this could also be the "new" Pill I just started. It’s the no-name version of the birth control I normally take. For some reason my pharmacy is having trouble getting in the birth control I use… I will have to call them in the morning to ask if these symptoms could be a side effect of the new no-name meds. They aren’t 100% exact to the brand name version so I suppose there could be some reaction going on… we shall see.
We sorted out some junk to take to Ottawa for the yard sale at my mom’s. We still have SO much junk though. It’s severely stressing me out. Stuff we don’t want but want to sell – it’s just we don’t have the area for a yard sale here, like we did when we lived in the hellhole basement apartment. *sigh* I guess we will just have to haul it all to Ottawa and have another yard sale at my mom’s in September. I am REALLY not looking forward to the one coming up next weekend… UGH… so much work… and then we’re supposed to go to an anniversary party directly afterwards. I’m gonna be POOPED!!! before we even get to the anniversary party. That makes me anxious. Oh god, I pray it’s not deathly hot next weekend… Me and the heat do not mix well.
Tomorrow we will have to finish up the SC application and get stuff ready for ODSP and all that. Hopefully I can get ahold of the massage therapist too finally.
That’s about it…
Today I’m grateful…
* that we got as much done as we did with the sorting… even if my house is a total disaster now… *sigh*
* that we got the car’s trunk cleaned out in preparation for our trip to Ottawa
* that it wasn’t TOO hot and humid today while we had to be outside