as Aaron so gently pointed out

I havent written in a week. He also points out that he can see 4 months in one block. Thats horrible, I agree.

So before I lost this entry the first time I attempted to write it, I had the urge to type well what do you want me to write? Thats ridiculous. I shouldnt care what you want me to write, and its not even that you, my dear readers, even necessarily have anything in mind that you want me to write. I should just be able to write something or at least tell you whats going on in my life. But the truth is, Im not really sure how to describe any of it.

Ive been spending a lot of time with Chris B. lately. Well, Chris and Jeff, but I usually group them together. I havent spent enough time with Alex, Chris S., and Steve though. I want to I need to find balance again.

I guess my life is just based on some of my needs at the moment, and while its necessary in some ways for me to deal with them, I dont think its necessary for you to deal with them, or really even know how Im dealing with them. Im not sure how to describe my life right now anyway, but when I find the word or understand it myself, I will let you know.

By the way, Im home in case I didnt mention that. I got home a few hours ago for our week of spring break. Yeah, nice spring *coughsnoweverywherecough*

I really dont know where I was going after this I completely lost my train of thought somewhere during my computer freezing and me losing this entry and trying to save at least a paragraph

Oh, right, regained consciousness. Im sad that Kristen wont be here this week, but at least Ill see her tomorrow. Im really excited about seeing Steve Dieterle, not to mention seeing my sister, and then a new highlight of the week Care and I are going to hang out with Irina and Remo! Which not only will be fun, but will also give me a chance to finally meet Remo. Its been long enough

Last night I somehow managed to slip into a pseudo-depression, or boredom, or just plain tiredness. It was weird I tried to hang out with Alex, but it wasnt working I needed Erins being stupid time, so I went back to my room, where I proceeded to not lie on my bed and think by myself as I wanted to because Greg was studying on my bed, but rather looked at a site about how CSS is better than the html font tag, blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda. Then started to look at table tags again, to refresh my memory. Eventually Greg left, I reclaimed my bed, and fell asleep for an hour, while Green Beer Day charged on. Felt much better after that

Note to all you people out there who automatically assumed I either did or did not drink beer on Green Beer Day: a) I dont drink, dont be ridiculous b) dont be ridiculous, I had to have some fun c) drinking chai for Erin = being drunk for the rest of the world d) conclusion would be that Erin had almost 18 ounces of chai total yesterday. I swear it has the same side-effects…

I’m going to save this while I still can…