and emails like that don’t help

Really, I could do without the emails. Before I could tell myself, “Self, he’s probably just talking to you to be nice, because even though you read ‘lol’, that doesn’t mean he’s enjoying the chat. Anyone can type ‘lol’.” But now I can’t even help myelf with that. Instead I have to repeat in my head, 4 hours and 35 minutes away. (Unless it’s summertime, in which case it’s only a little over an hour.) Obsessive? KING FRICKEN PELLINORE WHAT?

I know I know I know I hate when people post conversations and emails, but this is a hum-dinger of an email, at least in my giddy state. So skip over it if you like, there’ll be more writing after it:

Erin,

Ok the only thing I think appropirate to start out this email is for me to say that I LOVE talking to you online! You are so much like me online and I love to have somone who actually understands the addictions and the joy behind socialization online! So thanks! Last night was rough because I was talking to like 15 people and having a serious convo with beth and so it was a little difficult but we worked some things out so we will see. So is there a boy in your wife? Come on who is the lucky man!?!? Well I gotta run but I will talk to you later! I work until 12 but I will on late after that so ttyl! BYE!

Acts 2:1-8

~Peter

Oh dear, deary me. The Beth he referred to is his girlfriend. This should be another siren sounding off in my little head. That’s not even the point thought. That, my friends, is an awesome email! The boy is just as addicted as me, first of all, and second of all… he loves talking to me! And I love talking to him! And I’m obsessing! Oy.

I’m calm now… I just ate some string cheese. It has a calming effect. EXCEPT FOR LAST NIGHT I SAID “I LIKE CHEESE” AND HE SAID OK STEVE! HELLO??? He knew my quote. No one ever knows my quotes. It’s a sign. “But you dont believe in signs!” ~Sleepless in Seattle

Ok, I really am calm now. Bored, and calm – just how I should be. I should go practice or read or sleep or do something constructive.