that being said

I’m really needing to move on and be happy in my single-ness. After all, that is what I wanted. I wish we weren’t going to Virginia Beach, though. I can’t see myself having too much fun on that trip. I also wish I had a date for prom. Because I’ve pretty much decided I don’t want to go with Alex even if he is willing. It’s hard enough trying to be friends with someone who is barely speaking to you without going to prom with them.

Somehow I feel like he dumped me. We broke up mutually, but somehow it still feels like he dumped me and just made it appear to me and the rest of the world that it was mutual. And that, my friends, I cannot handle.