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Everyone gets so caught up in the everythings in life.

That almost made sense, anyway. It was one of those random thoughts that popped into my head… and then I typed it. Perhaps now I realize how ridiculous it was? Or was it…

Everyone gets caught up in something in life. Grades, friends, partying, sports, band, various other after school activities, boyfriends, girlfriends, drugs… The list is quite long, I would imagine. People either obsess or worry. They all stress because there simply is no time. There simply is not enough energy for everytime that everyone has everything to do. Suddenly everyone becomes a society of zombies… serving one god. Serving many gods. Stretched in so many different directions that they’re not sure WHICH is their god. Others know precisely their god… but are not quite sure why its their god.

I wonder how such a civilization runs. How can it, while everyone runs everywhere doing everything, and never has time for anything else? Perhaps everyone is really only SOME of them. Perhaps some of everyone does almost everything most everywhere it can be done. Ahh, to be one of those others! To be one of the someones of the everyones that does almost none of everything… enjoying every minute of it! And those people still have their god to serve. And they still serve it mindlessly… but they do nothing. To at least be freed from one of the many gods!

Every time I go everywhere I think about everything that I must do. Some days when I go somewhere I wonder what that something is. No doubt a demand has been forgotten. No doubt there’s more to do. (There’s always more to do.) Maybe on some of those days I’m one of the some that does nothing. But yet always worrying… I cannot run from being one of the some that does everything. I can only momentarily lose myself in something. After all, every something makes up everything.

I wouldn’t worry about me… actually this is in no way reflective of my state of mind at the moment. Which is perhaps why I’m choosing to categorize it in more of a creative aspect of my writing. Read it however you wish, take it however you wish. As always…

I’m being

~swept away by every_____~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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I’m still worrying about you. Please dont’ go insane thinking about these things.

Yeah well…erin if we can’t express ourselves in our diary’s where possibly could we. I mean honestly! Nice entry and hoenstly it’s true. You write what you want to write and the rest of us will read contently! Love, Kristen